S.W.E.A.T

Sitting in an office chair, Eating And Thinking about calling out tomorrow

Heartbeat

I didn't answer because I wasn't there. Maybe you didn't knock hard enough, maybe I just didn't care. After three knocks you still don't have a clue. That I just don't want to be with you. I've worked hard your whole life. Never skipped a beat even when you tried to kill me with your strife. I pumped, I rejuvenated, I never changed. Now that you're older you think I am the one who's strange. No more overtime, no more games. Now it's too late. Flatline...................

Sweet 16

When is it love: When you've been with someone for a long time, is it love? When you look into their eyes and know they're lying, is it love? When you share a bond of intimacy, is it love? When you cherish their creativity, is it love? When you share a form of friendship, is it love? Or when you work through the hardships, is it love? Maybe no one really knows the true meaning of the word love. At sixteen, I don't even know where the word comes From. But wherever it's from, I am blessed to have experienced its symptoms.

Motives

Did you think you we're just gonna sneak in and dwell in my secret place? Unconsciously removing the mask from your face Wonder who you will portray today? The truth is hidden in your eyes Your word say I don't have to pay you back--your actions say otherwise Even if you wanted to, you cannot hide Because I can't be deceived with the Holy Spirit on my side Secret are being revealed you failed to mention Your inside now seen on the outside shows your true intention Huh. On the surface you appear to be a true, genuine person indeed I guess u missed the part where my daddy said nothing shall by any means hurt me. (Luke 10:19) Yes, you are exposed The old me would have shed a tear But the new redeemed me declares there will be no link or soul ties here. Goodbye motives!!!!!! Goodbye mother!!!!!!

Wow

I don't have to think twice to know what you're thinking  We flow so naturally, people call us N'Sync I answer before you call I catch you before you fall You don't have to ask because I'm always willing to tell I wear your favorite before your brain tells you to smell You were welcome before you said thank you By now you should know there's is nothing I won't do for you Well..at least before we say I do

Bully Free

I'm not like you and never will be. Your favorite color is blue...All I see is army green. You're shallow and yet popular. You're weak and yet unstoppable. You try to use my strengths against me. Your power is fused with my money. To hate you is to kill me. To love you is to free me. Name calling, rumors, dysfunction on every side. Constant thoughts of a fetus that should have died. Lockers, desks, voices, lack of air supply. Cries for help denied. No more victim. No more me. My bigger is on the inside. My stronger has not died. My weapon is on the inside. My tears have dried. I say no to your demands and yes to God's plan even when I don't understand. I can wear this. I can be this. I can look like this. I CAN DO THIS.

Apply Yourself

Apply yourself they say You can make it Apply yourself they say You will be able to pay it Apply yourself they say You are almost there Apply yourself they say Everything will be fine Apply yourself I say You are not the one who signed on the dotted line Student Loans... prepare to pay the fine